12.01.11

It's nearly a week since I first weighed myself this year.

(It will be a week tomorrow, but I'm out all day, so I've weighed myself today!)

This week I've lost 4 pounds.

I'm quite happy with this.

Although I think this may be down to my loss of appetite. But if weight loss can come from feeling this down and generally shit, then I will take the positive from the negative I suppose!

What else can I do?

I weighed myself last night.

I've so far lost 2 pounds.

Off to a good start.

On Wednesday after college I'm going to hit the Flabelos again for half an hour or so.

I really want to go on a super long walk.

So far, 2011 is one of the worst years of my life.

And more alone than ever.

09.01.11

I don't know what to do.

I feel so lost.

06.01.11

Ok, So Yesterday I signed up for 30 sessions on the FLABeLOS.

It's those wobbly plates where 10 minutes of just standing and feeling your fat move in every which way is the equivalent to 1 hour at the gym.

I'm lazy, so I am ALL up for this!

I did 10 minutes yesterday and 20 minutes today. (I like to think of this as 3 hours working out! aha)

I also weighed myself today.

I'm 12.6 stone.

This isn't good. But, it is less than I weighed when I went to the doctors on the 23rd December, so who knows! I'll settle for any weight loss.

I've also told myself that I'm not allowed a take away until I've lost at least half a stone.

So when I'm 11.13 I can treat myself.

I choose curry. I've been craving a take away curry for months. This is no lie.

So, 1st week of January. Weight, 12.6.

Resolution- Extra one.

I finally remembered what my other New Years resolution was...

To finally cut down on how much Pepsi Max I drink and drink more water!

Resoloutions and where I want to be this time next year.

Resoloutions.

- To get back down to the 10stone bracket.

Ok, So that's pretty much it for my resoloutions.

This time next year.

- To have done well in my second year.

- To be where I need to be in regards to my education. (Weather it be AS levels, or an Access course)

- To be happier than I was end of 2010.

There's probably more, I will add to this when I can think of them.

Diet.

Ok, So Mark and I were talking this morning in bed about weight and other such things. I said how I would like to get back down to the weight I was when I first started seeing him and he laughed and said I won't do it.

So, to help me along the way, I am going to record my weight loss on here.

By this time next year, my aim is to be back in size 10-12 clothing and be in the 10 stone bracket again...

Or at least very close to.

I will not allow myself to have a take away until I have lost at least half a stone, and next time I go to my sisters, I will go and join for the FLABeLOSS!

2011 is going to be my year.

=)